> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Monday, February 8, 2010~~

4:11 PM

Yo ppl, it have been 1 year since i last really blog abt her...... The girl i miss..... She's now in SCGS( Singapore Chinese Girl School )T.T After Reading my march archive abt her, I felt so emo. Lost a friendship, she's now so faraway. Seldom get to see her......... Yeah. Thats abt it..... her birthday is coming soon and still maybe nt giving her any present..... Leaving soon. Getting faraway from her... Sigh. Really dunno wad to do. I really miss her though now i still got a girl i like. But whenever i read my old posts i just think of her. She's Important in my life though u are also important. Don't meant to say anything but just miss her....

To be able to see her one more time, I am happy. I will forget everything and start anew....

Will you ever notice me...

3:51 PM

Dotz......

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, February 7, 2010~~

9:49 PM

Seems to be having a real pathetic Life. Having to like you and you are like always talking to me abt another guy.... Wish all these could stop..... Enough of that guy. That guy is making me so down... You Make me feel as though i am a wall. Talk to me and then leave me alone. When u need me, u talk to me again. When u dun nid me, U leave me alone agn.... This kind of feeling sucks :'(

I Like you -> You like him -> He dun like you -> He's my best friend -> Helping you through and through to get ur relationship back. Enough of this life le.

I have been helping ppl throughout my whole life..... No one ever appreciate my help, only a few.... I am tired of this life. It Feels sad and pathetic. No one to love me, but only being able to love someone.

No one to help me, But only me to help someone.... Enough.This is enough. I am sick and tired of all these le. Pls gimme some space to breathe.

You are stacking me with things all abt him. I love him, I wan to talk to him, I miss him, i will treasure these days.....

Why Must it seems these way. Why have i ever let u know him. Why shouldnt I have left in a world of a stupid guy. Believing you and think everything was true. being so simple-minded. That life was better than now. Stupidly Trust everything you say, And never thought that it might not be true.

trusted you so much and you still lied. All you ever said to me was just 6 letter word. "Thanks" or other is " Thanks for hearing me out"

Enough! I shall mark a stop here within us. Going back to my old, happy life but i realised it will no longer be possible. life is difficult nowadays. sec 2 life really sucks. I really wish to go back to sec 1, the naive me who hang out with my friends happily and being still same as now. Wish all these have never changed........ Marking an end towards this mess.........

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, February 6, 2010~~

2:14 PM

Hey, Long time nv post.... bored of doing alot of things. now i realised u are the kind who talk abt things which should be said above 21...... I am like so OMG. Wish to nv known you.... now I sure die. A lot of things nt done. Then so many problems. Homework, Relationship problems, School Work, project, CCA, Test, all sorts of things to think abt. Dun really have time to quarrel with u. I am gonna be so acting normal...... Dun Wish to talk to you now... Gtg do homework. Posting soon

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, February 3, 2010~~

9:48 PM

Finally. My table has become so tidy. Now is like last year. it is at least give me space to do my work... Finally free from a cramped table.... BYeBye~~~

Will you ever notice me...

8:32 PM

yoyo. Welcome all sec 1 To choir. This is my very emo blog. Dun post nonsense pls cos i wont have time to delete.... lol. And The older post are already long over so dun prompt me any question abt them. COs i wont be replying u all abt them.

This is to all those ppl who knows me---->

She and I did not stead. We are only gor and mei relations. Pls dun think so far... I very taboleh tahan with your sia. keep anyhow say our relationship....
We are already very troubled with our homework so pls. Homework + Project + Gossips Spreading + Relationship Problems = Mati(Die Die) So Pls pls stop all this nonsense.
Thanks a lot if u all can do so.... ( This will never stop) Okay Post until here. Wan to post then post le. Look forward to this in a few days or week.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, January 27, 2010~~

6:25 PM

Today :0 IS a TOTALLY AWESOME DAY!!! Woohoo!!! Esther, Agnes, Ying Yang, Tian Jie, Sabrina and me, we stayed in school canteen and have a lot of fun... But dunno why agnes keep "attitude" me. Hmph!!! LOL dunno wad to post, i wan go gg.com but no such website :( write until here le. BYE~~~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, January 14, 2010~~

9:36 PM

Hehe~ Wah today TID I hate it!! Cos of Bryan. He is always disturbing me, he cant let me do what i should do. He's so kpo! Er!!! Dun talk abt him. Recently, Getting lazier, dun feel like doing hw... but in the end still did it =.= I miss my mei so much ARH!!! I quarreled with her tdae T.T .... I am so apologetic. I didnt see her for like a few hours, is like she's so far away from me T.T Help me... S.O.S haha
We meeting up tomorrow so thats all i am posting for today :) lalalala~ Wish tomorrow will be a greater day than everyday :) (wad the hell am i talking abt?zzz) haha Cya

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, January 11, 2010~~

8:53 PM

Hihi.... Posting Agn cos for Agnes wans to see. I lazy to post anyway. I dunno wad to say. Basically, i feel that I have some "Attitude" problems and my behaviour is like " Er.... " I am very anti-social :( Say the truth, I am giving up on wooing the girl i like. I realised that if i continue doing so. It will be no end. So, Hope is given up. :) :( I decided to focus on my studies this year as it is streaming year :)
I decided to take either chem + physics or triple science... ANd for humanities, i will take geog and ss(social studies) Ah... Thats quite easy for most ppl.... I am so nv taking DnT, Art, Home Econ.... I hate drawing most and design. Ah and Damn!!! I didnt bring my art file home today. DAmn gotta hand in homework on weds damn!!! Gotta find a way to finish my art.. Weds Is full of event :( Oh and btw, i love our choir performance on 22nd dec at ngee ann city. Sad for those that didnt watch our performance. My seniors are like so cute. Especially, The altos, When they do the "O! U better watch out" Its so cute :) We guys are like shouting throughout the performance Thanks to the mic there =.= Its like so soft and we gotta project our voices like Wth! ... K ba talk until here. Post agn soon~~ lalalala~ Sian today Agnes Nv online T.T

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, January 10, 2010~~

3:01 PM

sian.... So Long nv post dunno wad to post lol. Recently, I proposed to a girl..... But Failed :( She wans me to be her bro for now and nxt time. She rejected me cos she wans to focus on her studies. And still got 1 reason cant say :) I was very down at first ..... But My seniors All Cheered me up :) THey are great ppl :) I Love them so much !!!! Yea and I try to forget it. And treat her as how i used to. :) Miss her lots. And Love her lots too.... :) Thats all ba. I dunno wad to post le :p Bye~ lalalala~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, December 28, 2009~~

8:01 PM

Newest update on my profile :)

Close friends : Pei Lin, Clarence, Agnes, Tian Jie,

Friends with almost everyone i know.

Hate: Traitors!!!!

My Family Tree, Kor(Me) and my mei(dun wan say) <--- go figure out

TeeHee!!! lalalalala~~ <--- from agnes

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, December 27, 2009~~

10:42 PM

I am emoing. Finding someone to listen to my problems. S> scrolled Eq and Godly Eq in World Eridanus maple. Email me.

Will you ever notice me...

10:35 PM

rwmmlp = Romance with Music Make Life Perfect :) Just for ur curiosity

Will you ever notice me...

10:27 PM

i have been thinking about what she once said to me, " I FELT VERY LET DOWN BY YOU" This was what she once said to me. I never ever stand up for her.. I hide and bottle up everything to myself. She treat me as her gor, i treat her as my mei. And as her gor, i never stand by her when she needed me alot. I am a coward. I hide and run away.... I am so sorry. Ever since she said tt and forgive me, i was thinking and thinking and thinking what i should do.... I wan to protect her, i wan to care for her, i wan to do a lot of things for her but i cant. This is the only way i could do, chat to her. Unable to see her, comfort her, i am a disgrace as her gor. I love her. She made me realised what love is. She is the only one that I will wan as my mei, even in my nxt life. (Not real mei). Hope you guys understand how i feel :(

Will you ever notice me...

10:13 PM

hi guys holiday ending le, how did u spent ur holidays??? haven post for long le ......

Recently, emoing..... 24/7. :) wish u guys happy new year and a good year ahead..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, July 28, 2009~~

9:43 PM

Finally, I changed.!!!!

From bullying girls and insult them to non-bully and insulter.

From someone you all 6 Res hate to 1E2 accepts.

This incident I told only to Angeline...

Only Angeline know abt this :>

1E2 rox!!! equals to 6 Res too!!!!!

When i bully girls, no one like me in 6 Res! But in 1E2, most bully girl la, i never la.

Fouzy turned me into a happier soul so I gratz Fouzy very much...

Cya Guys!!!! Everyday Is gonna be a best day of your life....

Will you ever notice me...

9:23 PM

Me - sometimes fierce, sore too. Average clever.

Favourite color - purple, blue, red, black and white.

Favourite song artist: All the song artists which i listen to :)

Favourite food: Veggies

Envy of: Zarreen, Pei Lin, Fouzy, Jia Ming.

Friends with mosty of my classmates. :)

Close Friends: Yu Hui ( Less contact with her le), Jia Ming, Anthony, Wei Sin, Chee Hui

Good Friend: Suzanne, Fouzy :)

Friends with all 1E2!!!! XD

Will you ever notice me...

9:05 PM

Long time no post, back to bloggin'.

Today was my first time after so long nv work in pair with a "girl".

My EC coach told me work with her. Then i was like What The Hell (dun mean anything la, just like so sudden)

BOBIAN, Work with her then coach tell us act out a scenario. Then I was like WTH again. she's a girl (very obedient one) after all, dun

dare shout at her la. Then coach tell me to act fierce and shout loudly la..... I try but can't leh cos I have never ever shout at a

girl before la....

I only use my loud voice( so she won't like so scared(though she may not be scared la)).

Tell your ah, In my whole 13 years life, i have never shouted at a girl before...

So my whole incident, that's all. HAPPY!!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, April 27, 2009~~

8:14 PM

Thursday slacking in school with weishian, sabrina, agnes, tian jie cos i bored.....

Then Yu Wen Go take my phone then hide here and there. But she return me :)
(cos i know girls wouldn't do anything that is so unlike them :) )
Tian Jie say yu wen different from other girls. I say all girls are alike!!!

Friday - Went Causeway Point. On the way to the MRT at causeway to go home. Guess who I

saw??? I saw Reno and Wip walking into the Shopping Mall. I dunno what they doing lah. I went home after that.

Today - Health check. Eye sight no problem. Teacher tell us go ecareers.sg dunno for what???

Anyway, It was quite fun throughout this three day.... Posting in 3 days time.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, April 22, 2009~~

9:27 PM

Things that true friends would never do:
1) Betray you
2) Lie to you

Things that most friends do:
1) Lazy - do not bother to do homework, come to school early to copy homework!!!!!
2) Betrayers
3) always make up lies to blaugh the teachers!!!
4) Get homework from friends to copy!
5) Forgotten to bring books to class and borrow from other friends from other class

What I can't stand:
1) Ppl copy homework early in the morning as they do not bother to do!!!
2) BETRAYERS!!!!!!!
3) LOSERS!!!!!!!!!
4) borrow book from friends from other class when they forgotten to bring their books

What I'll do:
1) try to neglect them as friends
2) Sometime still treat them as normal friends :) ( i did this most of the time)

How many percent of my classmates are like that? Answer: 70% of my class

Will you ever notice me...

9:18 PM

Today choir celebration is great! I had three servings of the food!!!! I was so full. Mr Chung give us boys gummies!!! I become gummie-addicted!!!! ARHHH!!!!!! Last day with the sec 4s'... Sad.........Sorrow........

We gonna have new SL and ASL...... I wonder who they will be????

Anyway, I am happy with the time I spent with the sec 4s'!!!!

All the sec 4s' good luck for your coming 'O' Level Examinations!!!! GO SEC 4S'

You can do it!!!!! GO sec4s'

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, April 16, 2009~~

8:59 PM

the 20th post! the 2nd last day with the sec 4s. Tmr gonna be the greatest DAY in my whole life!! We have planned a lot of activites after SYF reagardless of our SYF results! After SYF, we gonna go and eat spicy food and deep-fried food to get us all warmed up! Then we go and play!!! Ze Huan, Wei Shian, Bryan, Shao Feng, Tian Jie, Ying Yang and me, we are all going to enjoy tmr until 10pm++ then we go home. Tmr gonna be the day we ever rocks so much!!

GO AI Choir, we can definitely get a GOLD for SYF!!! AI CHOIR WE CAN DO IT!!!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, April 13, 2009~~

9:24 PM

I am a boy that is not good at words.... If you know that i like you, pls don't ask me if i like you or not....... I dunno how to say all the sweet things to girls!!!

Pls keep it low profile even if i like you and you knows...

PLS don't think that i have girlfriend liao. It's just to tell the girls.....

Will you ever notice me...

9:20 PM

Finale!! I am back at blogging!!! TOday was a tired day but i never complaint abt it!!! Yea!!!

Wip cried.... I felt so sad for her..... I feel like passing her a pack of tissues to wipe her tears but don't dare......

We went through scoldings and lecturing today..... But i felt that it is essential as our morning performance is Unsuccessful....

But nvm.... All the best in our SYF!! and practice hard guys it's only a few day away!!! Jia YOU!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, March 31, 2009~~

8:06 PM

My art homework which I rushed to finished it yesterday with my cold...

I was freaking cold.... I was having a coffee beside me......... I wish i would never do it again!!! Cya...........

Will you ever notice me...

7:54 PM

Today......... Wah!!! Today suck !! Cos in the afternoon, I had inter-class badminton........

Out of 7 match, the number of wins is ( don't want tell you)
the number of loses is ( 5)

We did not play the last two match which was against 1N2 and 1T1....

1T2 players was like loserborn!!!! They always cheat to win!! Almost everyone win them lah....

And when they were playing with 1E1 and the match score was 6 - 5. One of them which was substitute gehgeh act walking passed the court. I shouted at him,of course. SO LOSERBORN. But they count that not counted even though!!! ARGH!!! E1 should have won by then. But they cheated!!! When I shouted at the loserborn, Mr Loke saw it. He said this to the loserborn :" One more time I hear complain about you , I will send you to dentention!" He was so furious!!!

Lolz when i was playing throughout, I felt so sick!!!! But I survived....

I will never join any interclass competition anymore! I was so freaked out after this incident!!!

In the hall, I think I saw wip on the stage doing the design for Achievement Day????

Gtg BB

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, March 26, 2009~~

8:10 PM

Yea.... Finally! My blog has a new layout!!! This layout was better than last times! If I'm not wrong too. It's my 15th post!!!! I hope tomorrow audition would go well!! All the best to AI choir!!!!

Every week i try to quote one phrase from the AVA room's whiteboard. Where Wip wrotes all quotes :) Get some from the reader's digest if can :)

That's all, ending my speeches here. GOing to get prepared for tomorrow things that is needed.

And always wears a smile.( on the top of this post) :) Have a greatest year ever.!!!! THe most high thing i ever said since i created this blog:) bb

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, March 23, 2009~~

8:17 PM

Today was my 81st day in AISS. I skipped my CCA and rest at home. During the evening, I went to Yishun Park to have a jog. It was also my 81st day without a very happy and a lot of fun and laughter day.... Cos my best friend(now a primary 6 pupil) was not around. Then I realised she was so important to me.

I saw a girl from my ex-school which was only pri 4. She look 75% like my best friend. Cos the other 25% was totally indifferent. Flashback went through my mind........... She was someone that I could hardly ever forget.

My best friend was a hardworking, shares the same hobbies as me( not all hobbies), would never ignore me when I am down..

Me - A irritating ppl, always dislike by ppl around me..... I never care abt this as long as she's around. But now in a different school, although I can be very happy joking around but deep in my heart, She's the one that I always hope to talk to everyday.

She's a trustable, reliable friend that no one around me could take her place... It's a definite thing that her images would always be kept deep in me.....

I felt so depressed even now.... I don't even have the mood to go for anything or do anything. Just feel like looking for her and telling this in front of her" I miss you and I love you".... sob.sob.sob..... Hope you guys have someone that's like her that you would never forget........... sob...sob...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, March 21, 2009~~

10:53 AM

We've only just begun.
Now we won't stop until the race is won.
And we'll be :
ONE CHOIR
ONE VOICE
ONE SONG

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, March 18, 2009~~

9:17 PM

I received the BIGGEST B'dae present todae during the first 30 minutes since choir started.
At first, I thought no one knows abt my b'dae. But all of sudden, wip announce something...
When she was abt to announce it, i have already guessed what she would say. She told the whole choir that it was my b'dae today. I was blushing as they sing me a b'dae song. (Actually very happy inside... :) )

But everything went well today. I pass my audition but for some of them that didn't pass audition work harder too!!! Don't give up

My b'dae wish is to get GOLD for SYF choir(forced to say this by Ze Huan)( but i also hope so.) and to get well results for studies and i wish everyone could always have a glad smile on the face.

SUCCESS is 1% inspiration + 99% Perspiration

Let's work towards it.

Will you ever notice me...